"It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had."
Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

Saturday, December 18, 2010

ho Ho ho

Can you all even believe that Christmas is pretty much NEXT WEEK???? EEEEK!!! I am truly not ready with my shopping (thanks snow storms.) I also am feeling rather sad because I feel like I haven't even had time to sit down and enjoy the Christmas season. I haven't really been playing any christmasy tunes, I didn't help mom decorate the tree and I clearly haven't been doing much wrapping. I also have yet to watch It's a wonderful life, and the christmas story. I did however just finish a "christmas story" by walley lamb- FUNNY BOOK!

Life has been nuts as always what would I be if it weren't? :) My little brother has mono and is sick as a dog, yet continues to go out and play with friends on wild crazy weekend get a way's causing me to think about him and pray for him all day. I hope he graduates from highschool at the rate he's going... lol YIKES

I'm working reeeaallllyy late tonight- yep, another emotional Sat/Sun- I love when I wake up at 5:30 and don't get to go to bed until 4 am the next day. But this is the time in life to work these crazy long day's and nights. It will all be groovy once I'm living in my very own house.

I'm going Christmas shopping with m-bear tomorrow after church. I have already informed her that I might be a crabby patty due to lack of sleep. But at least I will get all my shopping taken care of. :) I pray for blessings blessings blessings.

I got to see bry tonight for a very brief half an hour. I sure do cherish the small amounts of time that we get together. Seriously sometimes it's hard to get through the week knowing that Sunday's are my only time with him. That is why I usually opt to do NOTHING on Sunday's, I hate giving up my time with him. However tomorrow M needs me. :)

I am going to go ahead and give a shout out to Taylor the great over at:

http://taylorangulo.blogspot.com/2010/12/tis-season.html

She went ahead and mentioned some pretty wonderful things in her blog that I consider worth reading about... :)))

Love you all, and happy shopping to all in my very same position-

T

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Follow up, as promised.

SINUS INFECTION. But of course, because how could I possibly make it through the beginning of a month without one? YUCK, I am SO glad that I already have my app scheduled for the ENT next week so that by the time I am done with this medicine he will be able to start me in which ever direction I need to be started in.

Ok, New topic. SOOO Bryan and I are most likely going to be getting engaged pretty soon and up until last week I had decided that I wasn't going to plan ANYTHING until it was official, as in RING ON FINGER. However we have already decided the month of next year that we want to get married in and it has been stressing me out sticking to my plan. I feel like there is SOOOO much to do and I have less than a year to do it all in. I don't know up from down when it comes to planning all of this stuff. We don't even know who we want to be in our wedding, or who we want to attend it, let alone where it's going to be or what stupid colors to require. AH. Truly, deep down I do semi care about the little things, I just know that they are going to stress me out more than ANYTHING (they already are) so I like to pretend that I don't care so that I won't feel the need to FREAK. I need to find a cheap wedding planner, heck, I need to find a cheap everything. The two big things I care about are my ring and my dress, and I'm hoping the dress won't cost me my first born child, the ring I don't have much control over (I do have a "little" control though lol.) I need lists of people to contact, sites to visit and shops to tour. Any planning idea's would be LOVELY. I am excited to get past all of this stuff so that I can finally just start my life with him. No more once a week face to face dates. I can't wait. :)

Ok- off to bed I go I need all the rest I can get and not a whole lot of time to get it!

Ciao-

Thee art of being sick.

Ive clearly got that one down, so I would like to learn the art of being WELL. Before I start in on all the things that I going wrong lol I would like to inform you of all the things that I thought I was doing RIGHT! I started taking a powder multi-vitamin, and a powder vitamin D. I have been downing the little packets of emergency C in between my clients and I have managed to escape the complete version of the stomach flu that has been getting everyone at work pretty good. However with all the the mind over matter crap, here I am sitting in my bed writing this blog.
 I am home sick from work today on one of the most excited over days this company seems to have. THE CHRISTMAS PARTY. Don't worry, I have already purchased my AMAZING $20.00 gift, wrapped it in pretty lime green wrapping paper (I HATE wrapping presents,) and stuck a big pink bow on top. Looks as though I might be keeping my very own wonderful secret Christmas present. I tried for over and hour to make an app with the doc today and every time I called the phone system just kicked me right off and said they were having difficulty and to try back later. well my consistency has paid off because I have landed myself a 2:45 with a random doctor. At least i'm not driving to still-water's Min clinic which was my back up plan. My ears are throbbing and it sounds like I have huge jets flying over my head constantly. When that happened in October I ended up having a double ear infection. Cool ha? I REAAAALLLY wanted to hold off going to the doc over this one because I have an app with the ENT next Wednesday. I feel that there has to be SOMETHING they can do to fix me, it genuinely is NOT normal for someone to have either a sinus or and ear infection every single month in the winter. The only genuine concern I have is that (and I don't even know if this is a possibility,) it might be my teeth causing a lot of these problems. I know I have a cracked tooth and a couple cavities, but I won't have dental for another 3 months. I am just crossing my fingers and praying that A, it's not the integrity of my teeth, and B, that the specialist can EASILY fix me! Yesterday's events royally stressed me out and this morning I couldn't even lift my silly little head off the pillow, and can anyone tell me how I mysteriously cut the inside of my lower lip and gum????

Jen Jen is home for the weekend and I am pretty excited to see her in only for an hour or so on Sunday. I also have Luie and Sarah to look forward to on Sat, after and before work, as well as knowing that my comforting bear will be there to throw his arms around me. I am SO ready for these next few day's to be over.

On that note I will wrap this puppy up, and because I know you guy's care SOOOOOO much about my well being, I will let you know what Mr. Docky bear say's.

peace oooouuuuuutttt!!!!!

oh and CONGRATULATION'S MATT ZIOLKOWSKI, YOU DID IT!!!!! One of Winona's finest right there! :)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

12/1/2010

First of all I would like to shout at the top of my lungs a GIANT happy birthday to my best friend Christina joy dittrich.
Second of all I would like everyone reading this to acknowledge the fact that I am typing this on my I touch and will most likely have many sp errors. HA.
I'm sorry I haven't written anything much in quite a while. I've been busy this Is true, but the real reason is that whenever I sit down to write I get overwhelmed with how much I could write about that I just decide not to write anything af all. This blog will most likely be short and sweet, because let's face it, who wants to blog from their I touch?

Life has been good, rocky, but epiphany filled and really good none the less.

I am most excited for tomorrow. It will be the first day off that I have that is not devoted to my lovers, but strictly to me and my sanity. I will finally clean my room, get my laundry done, get my hair trimmed, perhaps try out a tanning bed. Pretty much I will indulge in all the things the past few months have not allowed me to do. Lino lakes I am happy to spend the day with you old friend.

On that note I will leave you, I know it's not much, but I forewarned you in the beginning.

Love you.