"It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had."
Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

will the madness end?

quick post, than it's off to bed.

I took after a dear friend today (she would be proud,) and made a "to do list." I actually made it out the night before, and than stuck to it all day long! It was a tedious list full of all sorts of random errands. I felt like I had conquered the world when I finished it this afternoon. However oddly enough, after completely and running errands all day I feel EXHAUSTED and almost wish that even though all of those things needed to be done, that I would have possibly split them into 2 different afternoons. I forced myself to sit down and bead tonight, while yes, I did complete a necklace, I also ended up burning myself out. Here it is MIDNIGHT and I am sluggishly just settling down for the night. Where does all the time go in a day? When will I have a day full of everything I need/want to do? When do I get to play the guitar, see my boyfriend, have coffee with my bestie, make all the necklace quotas that I need to make, organize my craft table, clean out my car, do the dishes, walk the dog, run to the bank and TAKE A NAP????? Oh and lets not forget STUDY and PASS my next test.

I'm so exhausted from the tedious that I have worn myself unprepared for the mountains about to come. It looks like I need to go back to the basics here, grab my bible, a cup of coffee and a glorious sun set. Here is to the business ahead of me that is "this week." I pray for not only strength to get through it, but a new found source of energy and delight.

Tomorrow I take Mamma bear to her very first mani/pedi. We've been saving for a century!!! :)


Ciao~

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